lala#

so im having a lazy weekend in. laying on the coach, snuggled in my blanket, eating warm pancakes & better yet my parents arent home :) but ive had alot of problems during this week. i know i go on and on about all my problems but this is the only place where i can write about how i feel. how can my own mum say she wished i was dead? if she wanted me dead so bad why dont she kill me her self? argh ive lost most of my friends just cos of some boy i likED. yeah its all about ;

from being -

-strangers to

- friends to

-more than friends then to

- strangers again.

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH im so confused =S every single thing i try todo fails.everyone expects me to be something im not . it so hardd cos noone really understands me. BUT im lucky to have REAL friends that i think ill never lose no matter what . i love you guys :))